Well i guess i'm still stuck in this problem, forever not satisfying you at all. :)
Everything you do always seems to be right, and whatever i do, always seems to be wrong. I can't please your pleasure, i really give up you know?
Many people might thought that among all of them, you're the closest to me. But i guess they're wrong. I think, nobody is the 'closest' to me in the "clique". But i can say that, the one who is there for me, the one who i'm most comfortable talking to is Joey. Yes Joey, unexpected right? We've been in the same maths class ever since secondary 1. We've been telling each other our feelings, our problems and our difficulties. I treat her as my closest, i hope she does too. :)
And you? I don't know what can i do to please you. About my relationship? hahaha. I can feel that we're drifting apart/away from each other, but i can't help it too, right? I can't outcast my boyfriend to just spend time with you right? What about you tell me, am i going to marry you, or my boyfriend in the future? Am i going to live with you, or my boyfriend? Of course my boyfriend, right? You have your own life and i have my own life. Now that i treat my boyfriend as number 1, i can see that you're not happy. :) It's obvious.
If you think that i'm neglecting all of you, so be it. Virginia and Joey didn't complain about it, i don't see a reason why should you. By the time you have another boyfriend, don't tell me you won't neglect us, cause you've done that before already.
When you're still dating your ex-boyfriend, you once told me "Yes he is my number one, i'm sorry haha". Everything you did last time, you always think about your boyfriend, i can understand why. I too, admit that i place my boyfriend first. But it isn't fair for you to keep complaining and tweeting about your friendship problems or whatever.
When you're with your ex-boyfriend, you "neglected" me too, no? I didn't even tweet anything about it what. Why must you tweet and tweet and tweet saying you have friendship problems when you obviously have NONE?
Remember there's one time when i went out with you? And i accompanied you to look for your ex-boyfriend at Promenade? I didn't even complain a thing. And do you remember after looking for your ex-boyfriend, you told me that both of you are going to church service, and both of you just send me to Esplanade to take train back home. Which friend will be so good to accompany you to look for your boyfriend and get dumped in esplanade and take the train back home herself? I bet if you were me, you'll tweet and complain and complain, right?
I still remember, last year, i just merely went to sit down with my boyfriend and have a chat with him, and when i went back to look for you, you told people that i "promised" you to come back after chatting for awhile, and you cried and ignore me? lol. You're too childish.
Can't i spend my time with my boyfriend? What's more, i only spent 1hour chatting with him, what's your problem? And you actually quarreled with me over that minor and small problem?
Another thing, i remember you asking me to go scape with you to buy things with your boyfriend, i agreed. What happened in the end? You held his hand and walk and walk and walk, leaving me walking alone behind. Then what's the point asking me to go with you? Just go and shop with your boyfriend, why ask me to go when you're just gonna let me walk alone? I'd rather spend my time at home sleeping.
I don't get what's going on in your head, i don't know what can i do to please you. Yes i admit, nowadays, i'm spending 90% of my time on my boyfriend, but you also spent 90% on your ex-boyfriend too, i didn't even complain, so you just stop complaining okay.